Taste and See that Yah is Good- The Alef and TAV

I had a dream with a vision. I dreamt that I was in the valley of decision and had to make a choice regarding my sin that so easily besets me. I am divorced and have had the thought of having sex to have a child because I am childless. I had to choose between being immoral sexually or following The Most High, for it is not Yahuah’s will to committ adultery. When I was in my dream, I chose Yah. I entered into a covenant with Him. I said that I would be celibate for Him. This means that I would dedicate my body as a living sacrifice for Him without any kind of sex. Then I saw a vision. I was in a silhouette with my right hand being lighted by the light of Yah. He took something clothed in light and dropped it in my mouth as it were medicine (or as if I as tasting it) As it were in

Isaiah 6:-8 ⁶ Then one of the seraphim flew to me with a burning coal he had taken from the altar with a pair of tongs. ⁷ He touched my lips with it and said, “See, this coal has touched your lips. Now your guilt is removed, and your sins are forgiven.”

The Most High was forgiving me. I was immediately driven to another dream to be tested as Yahusha was driven into the wilderness. Now, it is my portion to stay celibate for Yahuah. I thank Him and give Him all praise for cleansing me of my sins, transgressions, and iniquity